Acknowledge Your Effort!! It is not always about winning or coming up tops in everything that you do. Many times, it is the effort that counts! Acknowledge that you have done your best, even if you have failed to produce tangible results.
Nuna..
Nuna, I miss you so much… I’ve been through a lot… I’m just doing my best for you.. because I know you’d want me too.. I think about what you would tell me everyday… You’d probably criticize me and tell me to grow up… and I need too.. I’m not happy… Or at least I don’t feel it.. I don’t now whether or not it’s just me or if I’m just expecting so much from life… Since you’ve gone I feel so much more angrier and have been holding so much in that I can’t let go and feel like you’re still here … I’ve done so many out of pocket things that would disappoint you.. I know that you don’t want that from me.. I’m trying my hardest to do the right things.. I just don’t have the motivation anymore.. I feel so lost and out of place here.. like there’s no one really there for me… I’m trying to stay strong… I just don’t know what to do… I love you nuna.. My mom misses you too… she gave me a lecture about you today… she cried.. I miss you so much.. ahhh… see you soon!
Open your eyes, take a look at the sky… and think about every little thing on your mind, Life is too short, to know when it ends.. So dont take time for granted, Just live life as well as you can…
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RIP Lydia Sim.. 022891-040212. ♥ I miss you nuna..
The last time I saw you was your birthday weekend… Now you’re gone.. I can’t stand knowing you’re not there anymore.. you really can’t be gone.. I’m still in denial and in shock.. I miss you so much already.. Life is too short.. you made me who I am today with all the tough love that you gave me.. You were apart of all of our lives in many special ways… to me you were a big sister and taught me so much in my life and took care of me… I love you so damn much I can’t stand knowing you’re gone… I really miss you… so so much.. Say Hi to God for me…
Chances.
If you wanna talk about chances, here I go. You say you’ve given me chances. Well here are yours. You’ve walked away from me more than 5 times.. I’ve told you that I didn’t like it.. Chances chances chances… When I get mad at your fault.. I give you chances.. MORE THAN 3 to be exact. You’re talking about chances…? I love you enough to let every argument from the past go. Talking about chances… You ignore me all the time.. More than 3 times I deal with it… Chances. What are chances to you? Honestly if you can leave me cause of a chance. Then you’re not in love. You should get that straight first. I give you ALL OF ME.. I feel like I get none of you in return.. That’s a chance and I’m okay with it youll come through for me in the long run. But you’re saying you’ve given me enough chances? K.. Love doesn’t have chances. Mistakes happen all the time, I forgive you every single time, you know why? Cause I love you. And chances to me are nothing but to you everything.
Hard time believing what you say.
Most of the time you say one thing and mean another just be straight up with me and we wouldn’t have so many problems.
Been through it enough.
I’m done being around people who aren’t serious enough and think that they’re mature when they’re just like everyone else. Talk shit, pretend to be your friend and just think about themselves, I’m on my own and I have no intentions at being fake to anyone anymore i simply just dont care at all.
